Stressing

Well my math class is going great! So far it is stuff I understand so it has been easy. I actually have my homework done for the next couple of weeks. I started my comp. class last night. Boy, that scared me! We had to write a short paper last night in class. I struggled a bit with it but maybe it will get easier. The class is only 8 weeks and we have 5 papers we have to do. We will see how I do.
Girls have done school for a week now and this started our second week. I'm already having doubts about doing OHVA this year. I'm not sure if I should have tried to take all this on or not. But I have so I guess I just need to buckle down and do it. But part of me really wishes that I would of sent the girls to a brick and mortar school. Maybe I'm just stressing about nothing. I'm good at that.
We are talking to a lawyer tonight about my stepson. I'm not sure where all this is going to lead. He already told us at least a $1000 retainer. That is a whole butt load of money. More than we can afford. But staying positive and maybe things will work themselves out.
I am hoping for some miracles to head our way. We have fallen trap to not enough money and too many bills. We weren't able to pay our house payment this month. I am hoping that my school loan will help us catch back up. Otherwise.....well I don't want to go there just yet.
Stress, stress, and more stress. This is what my life has come to. I'll either crumble or push on through. Not sure yet which direction I am heading.
Wow this post has turned into some rambling. Sorry but I've got a lot on my plate right now and I'm not sure I've got more room for anything.
Wish me luck.